♥ my Realization, Learning, and Resolution ♥

I realize that year 2012 was not so good to me and at the same time a year full of blessings. There are a lot of experiences and memorable moments that happened to me in this year. I’ve been very lazy in this year, lazy in going to school, doing my school stuffs and household chores. But I’m glad that even though I’ve been lazy fortunately my grades didn’t get low, but I guess in  this  year I’ve been scold by my mom and dad a hundred times. J I’ve been emotional, I get so upset even in just little things, I’ve been so KSP (kulang sa pansin), I cry even there’s no reason to. I’ve been so insecure and I had a lot of deep thoughts I keep to myself. I’ve been extravagant; I spend my money on foods even if I’m already full. I spend too much on things I don’t really need and I borrow money from my friends even if I don’t know how I am going to pay for it. I’ve been bad in this year. Many calamities, earthquakes and predictions that the world will end in the year 2012 that made me realize that life is too short to waste it on useless things and ways .ټ

I learned that even though a lot of bad things happened to me this year I’m still thankful because God showered me a lot of blessings and I know that all of those things happen for a reason and that God won’t give problems that He knows I couldn’t handle. I learned also that I need to be hard working because laziness won’t bring anything good. And that if I really wanted to be successful I need to do my responsibilities in school and at home with full effort. And I also learned that I need to stop being so insecure because I’m beautiful just the way I am, I just need to be more confident about myself. I love me this way and I don’t have to change myself for everyone just to fit in if they want me in their lives they would keep a space for me, and I don’t need to have many friends all I need is a few that’s true and won’t leave me, be with me through ups and down, laugh with me and not laugh at me, and accept me for how crazy, funny, random, annoying and unpredictable I am. I learned the true value of saving money and education because not everyone are living the easy life, I am just so blessed that my dad is working hard just provide us a good life that he said he didn’t really experienced. And I learned that should live my life to the fullest and be thankful for it every day because I don’t have an idea on when God’s going to take it back.★

I have never been very good at New Year’s resolution but this 2013 my resolution is that I’m going to resolve my last year’s resolution and that is I’m going to save money for the whole year because I will be graduating on the year 2014 and it is important that I have savings because not all the time we have money and good life. And of course I will be a better person this year not because I have to but because it’s my willingness to do so. And I’ll act on the goals that will help me help others. w